Awareness Now!

Last night I was OOB (out of body) and I could hear my own voice saying, “Awareness now!” Each time I said it my vision was clearer. It was amazing. My voice sounded like I had cotton stuck in my ears. But I could see. I was in my bed and then I wasn’t. I don’t see my real body because I’m always somewhere else entirely.

A week or two ago I also had an OBE. It was very boring, I wandered around my apartment and tried to get out a window which only allowed me to bonk my head into it. :P This was the very first time anything “physical” had ever stood in my way.

Anyway so last night I also experienced something similar. I tried to go through a screened door and couldn’t! How stupid I thought. I’m clearly in an altered reality where I can do anything, why is the physical hampering me in anyway. But I guess my intention to make it more real for myself, has indeed made it more “real’. I should really alter what I think of as real. So what I did instead was to use my finger to “cut” a line through the screen that I could go through.

I did see my finger cut the line, nothing was unusual. All day long we see ourselves through our head, our arms are tentacles stretching out before us. The legs move us. It’s very real. In my OOB state, it was the same. I had no real perception of my body as a whole but I did have the arms to cut the screen when I needed it. The rest of the time I glided places. No perception of walking. I feel the experience turned into a dream somehow… because the reality I walked into, out of the screen door into, was very sad.

It seemed haunted, resources were scarce and people were afraid and looking to some far removed leadership for hope. I suppose it could have been my subconsciousness creating this scenario.

In any case, I found a boy and his even younger brother and helped them home. They were sweet boys, but very frightened. Then everything faded away to nothing. I was “aware” the whole time. At no point did I feel like I was sleeping.

I’m thrilled I have had two experiences, this last one with hardly any effort. That was my goal. To experience them more often and see where they lead me. Last time I used the “Awareness now!” affirmation, this time I am going to use the “I wish to experience my higher self” affirmation. If I have a higher self it will take good care of me, I think.